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hey cooool!! u found it too^^
i did mine and it wasn't surprising either....like, i got theater...haha
i was like,

NO SHIT YO.

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Hmm.

Growing up isn't supposed to be a painful experience.

Unless of course, you are seventeen and you suddenly find yourself in an environment where you have little choice but to acknowledge the fact that Singapore does indeed have an elitist culture. Communism suddenly feels like a very good idea.

Strangely enough my eloquence feels like it has somewhat deteriorated since I came to ACJC, though of course the accent with which I punctuate my 'C's, 'T's, and 'S's have now improved marginally.


At sixteen I told myself I didn't want to grow up so soon. Yet I find myself grudgingly being forced into the tide, allowing the current to take me further and further away from the familiarity of my coastline till my feet no longer feels the comfort of those sandy shores beneath its toes. The waves are licking at my ears and threatening to drown me in the onslaught of a coming flood.


How strange it will be if I stumbled across my blog again ten years from now.
How will the world look like from the eyes of a 27-year-old, will I be in Australia savouring the contentment of owning a strawberry farm with Von? Lol.
Unfortunately, as much as the both of us tire of the complexities of our country's pragmatism, the joint combination of our competitive nature probably will not let us rest till our strawberry farm becomes the best in Australia.


The same way I am aghast as I read the words of 14-year-old me, perhaps even before I approach my 19th birthday will I cringe as the words that seem so full of self-importance now.



Quite a few of my fellow Drama Elective mates are going to catch Never the Sinner tonight. One of those plays which are likely to screw with your head I suppose. Going to these gay-themed (and not to mention sex, angst and murder) performances mostly only serve as a platform for Lizzy to observe interesting personalities rather than full comprehend or enjoy the tragic display that is being carried out on the stage.
I did catch Michael Chiang's Private Parts when it was playing though and wasn't particularly impressed with the plot.


Its a Saturday afternoon and my room is in a state of being half-packed. This self-imposed limbo is probably worse than the extremities of 'untidy' and 'neat' since I have chosen to disrupt the delicate nature of my organized mess and my room is currently strewn with a countless array of novels.

I need a new bookshelf.
Badly.
Or I'd never finish packing my room because I have absolutely no where to keep my ever-increasing collection of Kinokuniya treasures. My books are spilling all over the house and almost every available surface in this house has at least one of Lizzy's books waiting to be read/kept/and ocasionally (in the case of books-left-on-chairs,) sat on.

Which reminds me that I have yet to spend the $20 Kino voucher Vonniekins got me for my birthday.

Dadadadum.

Random quote of the day:

In the company I'm working in, if you don't work late, you're not hardworking.
In Mindef, if you work late, you're inefficient.
-Sis (on her current quest for a new job).


I'd like to be in the latter kthxbye. :D:D

Sometimes as you go throught the gruelling, sometimes seemingly pointless and possibly depressive stage of your life known as Junior College, you wonder if it is all going to be worth it even though at the end of the day as you look back with (what I assume to be) fondness at your youth, you realize that it was a mere 18 months that you spent (what feels like) 18 hours a day in school, doing something related to school, or having horrible thoughts about school.


One day I'm going to reflect on this and view it was worth it.

Maybe I should just go to Poly and save myself the trouble of having to endure this madness that is JC life.

DEP is probably the closest thing I have to savouring the more hands-on technique of teaching/learning.

History is just an overwhelming exposition of words, Literature a tolerable study of abstract visions and KI a laughable excuse to exalt men who contributed little to existence other than to make it sound like an even more complication procedure than allowing your body (that unlike you, actually knows what its doing,) to respire and cause your sad philosophic self to continue (not) contributing to the better good of mankind, life, the universe, and everything.



Alright. Its now 5.30PM. I started this at 3.20PM. Took a one and a half hour break to watch Torino Winter Olympics.

Hmmm. I obivously haven't done any of my work. It seems like coming to JC and being placed in a continually stressful environment is little motivation for Lizzy to work.

From the very beginning of Lizzy's educational life, homework and deadlines to her have been lost in the polite blur of deciding that her primary purpose in life will not be to study.

So far she has managed, by the inconceivable grace of God, to make it past her second so called major examination with some semblance of normalacy and only a mere tinge of madness.



I'm almost certain of my sanity, you know. Back in TK they used to think I was crazy. Here in AC I'm the very model of boringly sane.

Note the contrast. And have I mentioned I probably would enjoy being a Communist right now?

I wonder if Rui Yan's appeal will fall through. Then she'd be gone to NJ and then what? (And then I'd have to endure Joseph's lame jokes for another 18 months. OMGs.)

Gaaah..


And since I haven't been replying tags since forever....

Sherlene - Thank Yoo. (: Where're going then?

Anti-Butch Council - I shall not even begin commenting on this because I'm afraid it would make you cry.

7 - YES. I wonder why on earth its called the Johari window, not that I actually did take the effort to go and find out or anything but.... o_O And I would like to be happy too, really.

Magz - 4 panadols in 2 hours is one of the stupidest things you have ever done. The next time you even habour the thought of doing anything as silly as that again I will personally knock you out with my killer file. And it is a killer file. It has every single worksheet they've given to us since the first day of school in it.

Xianz - Haha. I expect you're enjoying yourself in TJ. How were your results? Sorry I never did ask...

Zhaoey - And you're going to be brooooown! Or whatever colour you victorians use to describe your uniform. o_O

Chops - Aye your chinese cannot be worse than mine I ASSURE you. And (un)fortunately I had no Mr Darcy on the 14th. Lol.

Cheryl - Hey I didn't even see you at Fun-O-Rama! Lol.

Amirah - BAND TICKETS! BAND! Who is going? ;___;

Anon - Thank you! Yes I had wanted the lyrics. Thanks =)

Chinhua - Ah huaaa. At this current point in time I hope you've found someone to go. x___x

Hoishan - Why ever would I think that you were stalking me? *lol* Post effect of too much melodramatic fanfiction? =X Hmmm yeah always wondered why you chose to go where you did.

Floss - o_O Darl I expect all three of you to do better than my B4! B4 is a nono!

Joseph - You weirdo. o_O Whats this brilliance behind typing the same thing twice with that extensive vocabulary of yours? *waves blunt spoon in your face*

Diamond CHEW! - Haha. Yes darlinggg. (:

Audrey - Okay I'd do it as soon as I stop being lazy.. :P Lol. Soon soon!

Nuraini - Haha yeah everyone was complaining about the jabs!

Michelle - Haven't heard from you in ages. Where're going? SA? Or staying in M?




Moo. Cows with guns. (BEN its all your fault! Its running through my head now.)
Talkign to Luther now and yes, it has struck me that I'm now doing all brainful sujbects. No more ridiculous muggable stuff like Math to deal with anymore.

Three predominant reading subjects and one that requires a lot more time for practicals. *chews lip*

I can't give any of them up.
Hist and Lit are precious to me. And Drama is something that I really want to explore.
KI.. well, hmmm.
Give up KI for Math? :Pah as if I'd ever be able to do that.


Ooo well.. :Looks like I'd actually have to really start grounding my content if I am to survive in this ridiculously designed system of JC which so vastly differs from Secondary education that sometimes I have to question if I am still in the same country. (But this I realize could be the effect of being in AC, or being in JC.)



And oh yes! Big thank you to Terence for the very late, very pink birthday card that came in the mail yesterday. Most unexpected but thank you anyway.. :P

And did anyone else get that letter about joining the Navy? Laughable but it doesn't like too bad a career notion for the boys.

Shall leave you now with a quote.

I can resist anything except temptation - Oscar Wilde.
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like....WHOA...that is one MAJORLY LONG ENTRY...
sheeeeeesh....u ARE insane:)
(boringly sane is FREAKISHLY off the mark btw;))

oh and, yes...

MMMMMMOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

XD

we wiiill fiiiiight, for boooovine freeeeeedooom!!!! aaaaand hooooold our laaaaaarge heeaaaads hiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh!!!
we wil ruuun freeeeeeee, with the buffalooooooooo's, or DDDDDDDDDDIIIIIIIIIIIIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!

;)

moo again

i sriously doubt you'll like communism btw

hahaz

and RELAX LA.
life straightens out:D
it always does







eventually
XD

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Monday, February 20, 2006
1:47 PM

Whee.

Okay because Lizzy says so, you shall entertain her by assessing her personality here:

http://kevan.org/johari?name=lizzaeh

:D I mean.. how hard can that possibly be, right?



Went down to TJ today and was only marginally entertained.

Too tired (no I'm not a bicycle) to even begin to attempt to rethink the possiblities, if onlys and what ifs of life, the universe and everything.


JESUS. You see my needs, and you look after them. Liz is just going to rest and lean heavily on her Abba because she's too exhausted to think for herself.


SO TIRED of thinking of the word 'S C H O O L' in general.
*rubs forehead*


School is just a part time necessity. My true purpose in life is to seek God, and he will just take care of everything else. Every nitty gritty detail.

My success is dependent on Jesus, and no other.



(:



And I am glad, verily so, for my caregroup leader and my caregroup mates.

For they are blessed company. And God given friends.

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PRAISE THE LORD!!!!!




:D




and then some!!!!

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Sunday, February 19, 2006
11:23 PM

Randomization.

WHY OH WHY OH WHY did I let phyiscal circumstances decide my choice of JC?


My sister's ancient TJ skirts fit me but why on earth are they higher than my belly button?

Naysayers suck.



I just want to be somewhere that would make me truly smile again.
I want to be in a place where I'm happy, not busy worrying over the fact that inside I feel so cold and empty.



DUMDUMDUM.
Okay yes. No. I haven't died and gone to heaven yet. I've just been really, really busy over the past week and Fun-O-Rama hasn't helped.

I've spent tons of money on hair spray, a lot of which ended up not being used.

Hope the class got loads of money.

Hope we actually did hit the $1,800 mark.


Being in AC takes a toll on my English. I feel like purposely rebeling and rattling off in strings of seemingly horrifying Singlish just to annoy these people.


I see Joseph has found my blog.. assuming this is Joseph Lau, aka the Ladies' Man, aka Mr Bad-Corny-Jokes... you shall not pass! says Lizzy. Before she threatens you with her blunt spoon.


Lizzy doesn't suppose that she has to actually engage in the act of making sense this not-so-evening. She isn't particularly fond of the sleepy jargon thats currently playing Snake II in the maze of What Lies Beneath her scalp.


Sleepy, Lizzy is! And probably much affected by the randomness that is Benjamin Chow.

She does not know very much at the moment, other than the rather enticing idea of going to bed.

And that she shall.

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 benjamin said

random is GOOD.
cheese is good too.
as are sheep emoticons on msn that go "bbbaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa"
;)






oh.



and,




i plan to cast YOU....as the main character in my play :D....so BE WARNED. hahaz. you might find yourself in strange circumstances at the end of the year when they ask us to make a production *really REALLY irritating(and not to mention smug) grin*

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Tuesday, February 14, 2006
11:09 PM

I've done my registration.

My application recognises ACJC Arts as my first choice.

I have chosen to stay.

You may choose to strangle me over my fickle-mindedness.

But I realized that I had little reason to not stay.


No more regrets.

This is the choice I make.

And no matter where it takes me, and I know it shall be good, Jesus holds my hand. And in it lies my tomorrow. Not in myself.


Many reasons for staying.

Too many of which to be explicitly written down.

Perhaps.. not now.

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*kicks liz* when are you free to meet me? I've got ur pressie :D and how's the lava lamp, LOL!

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oh, i'm rish btw :X

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\(^00^)/

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hmph!

-felicia

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So much to say, so little time.

ZzzZ...

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Saturday, February 11, 2006
1:01 PM

Anyway, I like this.

lizzy -- [adjective]: Extremely extreme! 'How" will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Extremely extreme!

Hmmm.

Ye know, I bought Sissy a lava lamp for her birthday (which is this coming Sunday).

And embarassingly, I CAN'T PUT IT TOGETHER!!!!!
*facepalm*

I know I know, how difficult can it be to piece a lava lamp together right?
But the glass bit wont connect with any of the other bits! -panics-

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Alright this will either be the length of a forty inch essay or snappy short and sweet if everything proceeds as smoothly as I want it to.

The results are as follows and I will attempt use melodrama as little as I can possibly bring myself to.

English - A2
SS/Lit - A1
History - A1
Emath - A1
Amath - A1
Biology - A1
Chinese - B4 (Yay!)
L1R5: 7

So I went up one chinese grade and went down one English grade. In case you think it is no big deal to get an A2 for English, ask anyone how badly I cried non-stop for nearly two hours yesterday. ^_^

Call me a selfish bastard for wailing over my 7 points while other people were left utterly devasted for more legitimate reasons if you will, but not getting an A1 for English to me is even worse than getting a B3 for Biology and ending up with 8 points instead. (For example.)

So I've calmed down long to stop wanting to use words like 'having betrayed myself' as I pour my poor aching disbelief out to my blog, but I am nonetheless, very disappointed.


If I had 7 points because of an A2 for Bio or something, I would've been completely satisfied. But no, the irony of the entire situation being the fact that the one subject I thought I totally nailed was the one subject that I did not get an A1 for.



Still, all glory to God for having seen me through. Because I know that I screwed up Bio. On my own that A1 would never have been mine.

And Chinese? I didn't even fill in all the bits with the han zi and zao ju. I studied so hard for the damn thing in May and got a bloody C5. I wasn't going to do it again. And God upped it and gave me a B4, which you must admit, is nicer than having a C on your certificate.

SS. I didn't study any of the chapters that came out for SEQ. All I studied were the Singapore Propaganda bits and all that came out was Venice, Sri Lanka and Conflict.

So PRAISE BE TO JESUS!
Who gave me A1s for all the subjects I didn't deserve an A1 for.

My results are really a sign of God's grace upon my life. Because He gave me A1s for what I could not achieve on my own.

And, of course. That which I relied on myself to achieve, I failed to recieve.

Yes Lord. I know.
Trust not in my own flesh.
Because now my results are really a testimony to your name.
=)

7 points is nice. Minus my bonus points and I get 5, the number of grace.


God's miracle work is all over my result slip.

I am going to TJ. And I am going to be happy.

My life is blessed. (:
Because my JESUS loves me. And that is more than enough.

Much I will miss about ACJC. And also even more that I will not. (For example, waking up at 5.45AM everyday and being grouchy for the next 12 hours.)

Among other things.


Well well.
So I will literally be returning to greener pastures. Fortunate that it is my favourite colour, non?

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 benjamin said

whaaaaaat's this about missing acjc????????!?!?!?!?!?
WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU!!!!!!!!!
COME AC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
if u don't, i will PERSONALLY, hunt u down and appropriate arsonism to u're house...




=D

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yay!!! you're coming to tj!! *skips around*

and well done for the 'O's =)

-felicia

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BEWARNED O YE FOOLISH WENCH, LEAVE NOT THIS HUMBLE FAMILY, THIS NICHE IN THE HEART OF ACJC...OR YOUR REGRETS SHALL HAUNT YOU ETERNAL, AND PAINS OF "WHAT IF'S" SHALL CLOAK THEE IN MEASURES COUNTLESS.
KNOW THIS, THY DECISION SHALL HENCEFORTH DECIDE A FATE UNEQUELED IN INCURRING THE WRATH OF THIS HERE FOOLOSOPHER, UNYEILDING IN HIS ANGER, UNCHALLENGED IN HIS UNARGUEABLE REASONS FOR THINE NEED TO STAY!!! STAY!!! STAY!!!
TIS A FOOLISH LIVERY YOU DON.
THE PRINT OF AC SHALL NOT RELEASE YOU.
DO NOT BE DISILLUSIONED.
FEAR NOT THOSE WHOM WOULD SCAR THEE SUPERFICIALLY.
THERE ARE THOSE, SUCH AS THIS HERE FOOLOSOPHER, WHOSE SOLE AIM IN LIFE WOULD BE TO UPHOLD THINE OWN EXPERIENCES HERE TILL THY BODY IS WRACKED WITH LAUGHTER MURDEROUS.
IF NOT, THEN MURDEROUS HIS INTENT INDEED SHAL BE!!!!!!
BE WARNED!!!!!!!!

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Friday, February 10, 2006
12:28 PM

Brian Littrell - In Christ Alone

In Christ alone will I glory
Though I could pride myself in battles won
For I’ve been blessed beyond measure
And by His strength alone I’ll overcome
Oh, I could stop and count successes
Like diamonds in my hands
But those trophies could not equal
To the grace by which I stand

In Christ alone
I place my trust
And find my glory in the power of the cross
In every victory
Let it be said of me
My source of strength
My source of hope
Is Christ alone

In Christ alone will I glory
For only by His grace I am redeemed
For only His tender mercy
Could reach beyond my weakness to my need
And now I seek no greater honor in just to know Him more
And to count my gains but losses to the glory of my Lord

In Christ alone
I place my trust
And find my glory in the power of the cross
In every victory
Let it be said of me
My source of strength
My source of hope

In Christ alone
I place my trust
And find my glory in the power of the cross
In every victory
Let it be said of me
My source of strength
My source of hope
Is Christ alone
Is Christ alone



Two more hours.

May the results be to the glory of God.

I see love.

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Thursday, February 09, 2006
9:39 PM

Alrightey first of all, a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my dear dear friend LIOW WANTING!(:

Results are coming out in less than 24hours. At long last.

Will this bring me out of my oppressive state of indecisiveness?


Lost one of my school belts today. Buggerit.

I don't know what has happened to me since I came to ACJC.
This overwhelming sense of depression just washes over me like waves on the shore.

Liz liz liz.
When are you ever going to realize that its time to adapt to change?

ACJC has for me a very good educational opportunity to excel. My history teachers are good. So are my lit and KI and DEP. But the demands of the subjects are so excessively exhausting. Not to mention Drama as a CCA being slapped on top of it all..

I absolutely adore lessons.. in ACJC, I'm happiest when I'm being taught. The irony of jt all

Yet I have never known myself to detest school as much as when I came to JC.

The syllabus is ridiculously tailored for superhumans only. (People like Joseph.)


Why am I afraid of losing something I don't even own?

Six-pointer.


Its funny you know. When you don't do as well as you would like, you're disgruntled over the fact that you're not one of the better few.

But when you do, you're just overwhelmed by all the pressure you suddenly find on your shoulders to continue being 'good'.


With great power comes great responsibility.


Baaaah. Listen to all this crap I'm going on about. *shakes head in amusement*

Anyway, here's a big hug to everyone I know who is collecting results tomorrow. *HUG*

I really hope Ben will be able to get into AC. I can't think of anyone more worthy than him to deserve a place in this school.

Hmmm.
And that Joseph will get the scholarship for good because well, Joseph really is scholar material (not Lizzy, for scholars are not supposed to engage in this act of slacking to the level that Lizzy brings it to. And she brings it to new heights, she does).
Disha and Maggie will continue to be in the same class and great friends..
(Maggie will wonder once again why Lizzy keeps refering to herself in third person.)


My DEP classmates. 1AH. Celahir (Narnia).




And ...

4e6'05. SBA. TKGS cohort of '05.


Let us all do well by the grace of God.

I leave you with a message that Yihui has just sent to me. A lovely verse from Matthew 10:29.


"Not one sparrow will fall to the ground apart from the will of the Father. So do not be afraid, for you are worth more than many sparrows."

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Tuesday, February 07, 2006
12:18 AM

It just doesn't make sense...


Anyway. Well. School. J saved my ass with History. J and N were being ridiculously gay in the library and C said I looked butch. (BAH.)

I love KI.

Uh.. Drama. Praise be to God they let us off early.

WEDNESDAY. Going back to TK to sell Fun-O-Rama tickets. Juniors I demand that you buy them please please please just humour your senor.

FRIDAY. Results. At long bloody belated last.



God what am I doing?

Reduced to this choppy excuse for words for reasons unknown.

I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.

And in the midst of the storm,
Through the wind and the waves,
You'd still be faithful O Lord.


After more than a week of enjoying Mom's car to school, I am now back to taking the train.

Choices. Its all about choices.




I know by the grace of God my life is still blessed regardless of where I go.

But the question remains for both.

Is it worth it?

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yeah....is it?
looks like everyone has the jeebs about friday.
BUT YOU DON'T NEED TO WORRY LA. unlike poor unfortunate mua.
*points angry accusatory finger*
SIX POINTER!!!!!!!!
aaaaaaaaaargh...

and u got that right about choices... hey! here's a KI topic^^
life is choice.
discuss.

*grins*

um...i mean as an ability, not as a definition, btw^_^

AND I HAVN'T GIVEN YOU ANYTHING RANDOM FOR DAYS!!!!!

let's see....

-In England, in the 1880's, "Pants" was considered a dirty word.

-Men are 6 times more likely to be struck by lightning than women.

-i like swiss cheese.

AND.

we should all decide right now if post new year resolutions can be put to effect^^
the idea is that IF i make it to AC...i shall attempt to, ahem,

no.1. be less random
no.2. stop spamming
no.2. start replying to nice random ppl who comment on my blog
no.3. treat cats more humanely
no.4. forgive a particular creature who deems me insane;)
no.5. make my poetry less depressing...and...
no.6. ALWAYS LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE OF LIFE!!
\(^00^)/

anyways, ya, we'll seeeee by tmr...

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Sunday, February 05, 2006
1:39 PM

Blogging now even though I should be doing that presumably important thing called HOMEWORK which I have duly ignored for a good, uh.. good while.

Anyway. MUCH THANKS to everyone who has once again, wished me happy birthday (after yesterday's post). HUGS and KISSES to all.

This is probably going to be pretty short, hurried, rushed and snappy because Lizzy's computer is in such a state of virused disbelief that it can barely open Photoshop because the scratch disk is full. ALSO. Lizzy has homework, or has she mentioned that already?

I had a fabulous time yesterday.

Family celebrated my birthday with a gorgeous cake and dim sum lunch.


Yay. Cake. (:




Uh yes, more pictures with me, cake, mommy and sissy. ;D

You can see Satchel, the bear that SBA gave me for my birthday last year, in the background.
(And also what my dear friends have named my Dusty Smelly Corner in which I spend most of my waking hours at home... with my beloved, completely ill computer.)


And dum dumdum! I went to church for the combine DARE/Campus meeting, which was really food for my soul. Pastor Lian is a really anointed preacher.

And my caregroup blessed me with this:


First, its green. And well. Its green, I suppose thats just supposed to explain everything.

And whats inside this lush greenery? :D

THANK YOU VERY VERY MUCH, especially to the Year Threes whom I presume were responsible for most of the contents of the pretty green box. :D

3 pairs of socks, a hologram notebook thats oh-so-cool, a sweet green wallet and a TURTLE!
Really appreciate you guys.. and thanks for all the prayers and well wishes.. Loved the card loads. *hugs!*


And then, dinner at Marche with Von, Rene and WY. We louhei-ed, whatever that is in English and they gave me one of the most amusing, interesting and addictive presents I have ever received to date.



OMGz r0x0r. (:

Its really really really entertaining. We spent most of the night playing with it. Us being Rene and Von and yours truly since WY left after Ben&Jerry's.

(Thank you Vonniekins for ice-cream treat!)

Anyway, that red not-so-little box is a giap-ing contraption. You know, with the giap giap thing. (zomg how I love Singlish)

It giaps sweets. And miscellaneous things. My evil friends completely squished up a $20 Kino voucher in there that I had to get out with the clutch of doom before they allowed me the pleasure of being able to use said voucher.

There's only green apple candy left in there in the above picture, but when I got it, it was blooming heavy and filled to the brim with yummy chocolates. (Which sis promptly removed for the sake of practicality)

We played with it for most of the night even though it makes the most LOUD, ATTENTION ATTRACTING noises outside the 3rd floor toyshop in Suntec.

AND.

My dear dear friends... How I love them so even though I am supposedly already seventeen (and not acting my age) and still playing with those capsule machines that I am occasionally addicted to.



LOOKIT THIS!
You have no idea. How much .... trouble went into getting all the ones that I wanted. Well okay here Lizzy will proceed to embarrass herself by proving that maturity does not always come with age.

You see that lil' black cat in the right-hand corner? Well. That was the one I wanted. And therefore we proceeded to spend a good 15 minutes feeding the machine so that Lizzy could get her black cat even though she had most of the rest of the series already (she now only lacks the panda, but you didn't really need to know that now, did you?).

Thank you my dear Rene and Von for entertaining my horrifically childish amusement with the machine and for providing $$$ so that Lizzy could get her black cat.

(Also, as a result of much turning, Rene ended up with an onion and a white cat, and Von with yet another white cat. Yippee.)


Like I said, (disclaimer!) don't expect me to start growing up just because I'm seventeen. *sighs wistfully* I am much too loved to ever want to do that. (One day I will but it is not this day.)

Also, special thanks to Rene who ponned work and therefore gave up a sizeable amount of weekend bonus just to celebrate my birthday with me. x)


Aaaaaaaannd yes its past two and I'm to leave for 4th service soon cause Sissy needs to do shopping grumblegrumblegrumble. HOMEWORK.

Wails. Lord, unmerited favour! GRACE GRACE for all my mountains and I know they melt like wax.


Once again, thanks to everyone who messaged to wish me happy birthday! And to all the special people who celebrated with me yesterday. =)


I've only twenty minutes left to try and scrape some semblance of homework together before I have to leave, so yes...

Thank you for making the fourth of February special for me. (:

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 benjamin said

OMG.
I sooooo can't believe i have'nt commented for SO long!!
YOU.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and yeah, so on so forth, U NEVER TOLD ME OVER MSN!!!!!
*immitates ellia* you are SUCH a prick sometimes^^
anyway! yah, SEVENTEEN. like, CRAP...damn cooool right!!^^

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Saturday, February 04, 2006
10:35 AM

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY GALVIN AND SYARILA! (03/02)
and
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AMANDA, LI MING, SOH and ME! (04/02)

THANK YOU for all the kind birthday wishes you have bestowed upon this happy little excuse for lifeform on Earth..

(in order and very unlikely that I missed out anyone)
To Mervin who first wished me happy birthday last week, Krin, Jocelyn and Janicia during the TJ propaganda brainwashing phonecall I had with Von yesterday. Joce - one third of my Trio who called! (: Wanyun who messaged and called, Taku who messaged at 11.56PM, Luther who messaged me at 12.01AM. (: Jane - the other one third of my Trio. Sis. Aron, whom I've not seen for a century and to whom I still owe money. Rene my baby llama. Dad. Marsha whom I feel bad for not having personally wished happy birthday on the 27th of Jan. Vonniekins. x) Mom. Fary my dearest saxmate. Cheryl whose birthday I also guiltily did not wish on the 23rd of Jan. 7 my favourite cynical black shirted senior. xD Floss who is always comfortingly there. I am still using the pencil case you gave me during SYF. ^_^

And the people whose messages flooded my inbox this morning: Baya my dearest 1/11 of SBA whom I miss very much. Hanny whom I've not seen since the O's ended can? Mrs GEH one of my favourite teachers ever. Mel who is once again going to traditionally buy me a book for every present-worthy event in my life! :D Emelyne who wishes me happy birthday every year without fail even though we've left primary school for ages. Wanting who didn't ask me not to all down! *hugs* Love you and your birthday's coming soon too. :D

Maggie who called this morning when I was still snoozing in bed. Thank you darl for being one of the two people from AC to remember! Jarrod for being the other. Galvin my dear cousin whose birthday was not 24 hours away as well. Vera my one and only sax SL whose crappiness I DEARLY MISS!

AND Jasper Sng, whoever you are kind stranger who sent me an email and and e-card after dropping by my blog! *grins*



Yes. Thank you all for remembering, Lizzy appreciates it MUCHS. <3seventeen already, but don't expect me to start acting my age (as I told Aron yesterday) because thats something thats (probably) unlikely to happen!


And linking out to a post Sarah wrote regarding the ridiculous squabble over the Danish comic.

Sad, funny, but true.

Its makes the involved parties sound even more pathetic than they already are.

Okay. I gotta go feed the cat now. Jerry's mewling away like a dozen hungry kittens.

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Thursday, February 02, 2006
9:54 PM

Hmm 2 days till I kiss sixteen goodbye.
12 days to Valentine's Day.

Celebrating it in a mixed school appears to be slightly different. All the girls are worried that they won't get dates, and its not like in TK where everyone happily gives each other heaps and heaps of candy and flowers.

Apparently its supposed to mean something to have a date to go out to dinner with.

Oh well.

Its not happened for the past sixteen years (as far as I can remember) and I don't expect it to miraculously take place just because I 'suddenly' find myself in a co-ed school.




Finding myself getting more and more detached from the reality that is 'school'.

I love lessons, I really do enjoy them. Slightly ironic that I would find the academics most worthwhile to attend school for. But I just feel so out of place at every other time. As long as there aren't lessons, you'd have to find things to do to occupy the spaces in between. And although I don't feel the urge to burst into dramatic tears of utter anguish and loneliness anymore, it has merely settled as a dreary weariness that drags at my feet telling myself to get on with life and deal with not having my closest friends around me, or having the same sort of trusting comfort I once found in my pals back in TK.



Results are to be out next week, please let it be earlier than Friday. Please.


And since I'm in the mood tonight, let me share with you one of my favourite poems by William Bulter Yeats. From memory.

An Irish Airman Forsees His Death
I know that I shall meet my fate
Somewhere among the clouds above
Those I fight I do not hate
Those I guard I do not love
My country is Kiltartan cross
My countrymen Kiltartan's poor
No likely end could bring them loss
Or leave them happier than before
Nor law nor duty bade me fight
Nor public men, nor cheering crowds
A lonely impulse of delight
Drove to this tumult in the clouds
I balanced all, brought all to mind
The years to come seemed waste of breath
A waste of breath the years behind
In balance with this life, this death.


Goodbye and goodnight.

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Wednesday, February 01, 2006
11:27 PM

Alright.. Apologies to anyone who might be talking to me on MSN right now.

The program kinda died on me.

Quoting SC President Clarence(?): Never trust technology.

Really, really tired. PE, drama and dance is a pretty hiong combination to have within the span of less than 12 hours.


I can barely keep my eyes open long enough to finish typing this.

Goodnight. (:

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