Sunday, February 27, 2005
11:22 PM

Whee~ Went out with Himi, Rish and Lester. Watched Howl's again. I absolutely adore the show. ^________^~~~

Want to cosplay Howl. So bishaaaay~ XDDD

Oh well, we'd see. More tomorrow, and some pictures. I hope. o_O

Just wanna rant a lil' now.


[rant]
I used to think of myself as pretty perspective, pretty observant. Like I'd silently notice things, behavior, mannerisms about people. I probably still do, but I think I'm a lil' more.. distant now. Shallow, detached, ignorant... aloof.

Bochap. Lol.

Have I changed that much in the past year? Lol. Yeah, I admit to being more involved in church. I mean I'm not obsessed with evangelizing or anything.. Its not really my thing to go around and say "Hey, I've a God who really loves me and he loves you too, very very much. Man you have no idea how much he wants to be able to freely love you the way he freely loves me." [And probably scare half my social circle away in the process of doing so.]

Its not that I'm ashamed of the gospel. I just believe there are limits to certain things, and suitable times for certain things to happen.

I want my friends saved. I want them to see how much my Jesus really loves me. I want to be testament to his word. But God knows me best, and he knows how I work, how I function, and he won't want me to be uncomfortable with having to force myself to be this crazy person going around telling people that if they aren't saved they'd go to hell or something... Lol. No worries. I'd never start doing that.

I'm a Christian, yes. I'm proud that I'm one. I love my Jesus, and my Jesus loves me. I know there's a time for everything. And God will work everything out in his own way, in his own time. If the opportunity arises, I will take it. If it doesn't, I know God will show it to me one day, in his plan and purpose. He has my purpose in life marked out for me, and I want to live this blessed life of mine to glorify his name.

Thank you Lord, that everything will work out for good because your hand is on every task I touch.

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And Lord, thank you that the debate finals is ours. =)

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11:22 PM

Whee~ Went out with Himi, Rish and Lester. Watched Howl's again. I absolutely adore the show. ^________^~~~

Want to cosplay Howl. So bishaaaay~ XDDD

Oh well, we'd see. More tomorrow, and some pictures. I hope. o_O

Just wanna rant a lil' now.


[rant]
I used to think of myself as pretty perspective, pretty observant. Like I'd silently notice things, behavior, mannerisms about people. I probably still do, but I think I'm a lil' more.. distant now. Shallow, detached, ignorant... aloof.

Bochap. Lol.

Have I changed that much in the past year? Lol. Yeah, I admit to being more involved in church. I mean I'm not obsessed with evangelizing or anything.. Its not really my thing to go around and say "Hey, I've a God who really loves me and he loves you too, very very much. Man you have no idea how much he wants to be able to freely love you the way he freely loves me." [And probably scare half my social circle away in the process of doing so.]

Its not that I'm ashamed of the gospel. I just believe there are limits to certain things, and suitable times for certain things to happen.

I want my friends saved. I want them to see how much my Jesus really loves me. I want to be testament to his word. But God knows me best, and he knows how I work, how I function, and he won't want me to be uncomfortable with having to force myself to be this crazy person going around telling people that if they aren't saved they'd go to hell or something... Lol. No worries. I'd never start doing that.

I'm a Christian, yes. I'm proud that I'm one. I love my Jesus, and my Jesus loves me. I know there's a time for everything. And God will work everything out in his own way, in his own time. If the opportunity arises, I will take it. If it doesn't, I know God will show it to me one day, in his plan and purpose. He has my purpose in life marked out for me, and I want to live this blessed life of mine to glorify his name.

Thank you Lord, that everything will work out for good because your hand is on every task I touch.

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And Lord, thank you that the debate finals is ours. =)

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10:20 AM

The Morning After

Mmm..~ Vonnie and WY stayed over last night. Poor Von, sorry for boring you to near death. *looks sorry* Welcome to Lizzy's boring and untidy life. ^^;;;

Anyway Von is a major mugger... *kowtows* Anyway, thanks babe for always being there.. You don't know how much I appreciate your presence and advice in the many many things thats been going on lately, I really look up to you.

And to Jane as well, thanks for being there all the time.. For being someone I can always count on to lift my mood when I am down..

Thank you Lord for the friends you've placed in my life, in the right place and at the right time when you know I need them. =)

Hmmm. And for WY too of course.. :P WY's a great friend, like I said, probably one of the most important people to me in school. *ruffles yer hair*


Kryssie dahl, apologies for the amount of time I've been able to spend with yer lately, which is of course, very little. Will make up for it if and when possible.

Anyways, *bounces excitedly* there's a Neil Gaiman MOVIE!!~~~ And Dave McKean is involved!! *______* McKean's like this really really really really talented artist who draws Gaiman's stuff whom I'm really really really really in adoration of.

Can't wait. X) Alot of good movies seem to be coming out this year. Unfortunate Events opens this week, ought to be watching it with Ter. And then there'd be Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, and Corpse Bride.. And anything with Johnny Depp is guuuuuuuuuuuuuud.

So much for the O' Levels. Lol.

Speaking of which I don't know why Von's power mugging fails to make me any more anxious to start. My slightly less conventional methods of studying have always worked for me, so I feel no emotion except dazed admiration when I see power muggers at work.

Admiration for their stamina and willpower, both of which I fail to possess unless completely forced and coerced into doing so. XP (I mean, whatever works best for me right? Lol.)

Alrightey, Sissy wants to use the com. WY had a taste of my sister's lameness last night. (Lala)
Approach her for details on how intellectual 25 year-old working adults can really be.. Haha.

Laters.

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Saturday, February 26, 2005
4:57 PM

OMG I am so so so bored.. VON IS MUGGING. *looks horrified*

And WY is going to mug when she comes over too. ICK. Will never be able to conform to their lifestyle. Think I'd turn into a prune if I mug the way they do. Good gracious. *shudders*

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12:07 AM

Sometimes I can't help but marvel at the complete and utter crap that exists on Friendster bulletins. Sure, the quizzes are mostly fine, if you flatter yourself enough to believe that people would stop to read your answers and not completely eradicate your entire chunk just to fill in their own. (I myself, of course, am equally guilty of this henious crime. ^_^)

And there are of course, those such as these.. (its really tiny cause I don't want it to take up space. -_-) Personal comments in red. Yes, I'm slamming. XP Just ignore if you don't wish to read this. The following entry really is, more interesting. So by all means, go ahead.

Jane is a typical college girl who enjoys life to the fullest. She loves her boyfriend so much and texts him every now and then.

Mark is Jane's boyfriend who works in a call center in los angeles. He's always busy doing so many things. He only manage to reply to Jane's texts when he got off from work.

One time mark receive a message from jane : "hi baby! how are you? i miss you! call my house when u get home..take care! i love you!"

Mark ignored the message because he always receive the same message whenever it is time for him to go home from work.

"baby, i miss you..did u eat yet?! take care when you get home! ill be waiting for your call..i love you!"

"baby, where are you?! its unfair that you dont reply to my texts... well, im just gonna wait for your call..i love you!"

(Honestly, if I had a girlfriend like this, I doubt I'd last a week. Makes love look cheap, for one. Completely juvenile, for seconds.)

Mark reaches home and lay on his bed. The last time he knew is that he's reading Jane's text. He was so tired he fall asleep and wasn't able to return jane's call. He can still hear his phone beeps but he's too tired to take a glimpse on the message.

When he woke up the next day, he remembers that he needs to call Jane. He ignored the messages and dialed Jane's .. No one's answering in her house. He called up her cellphone and he was surprised that her father answered the call. In his voice you can feel his tears and hear his heart tearing apart.

(So dramatic, oh boo hoo! )

"Mark, why havent you called?. Jane was waiting for your call all night!"

"Dad im sorry. i fell asleep being so tired from work... i was calling ur house but no one was answering. where are you? so i can come over."

"Just meet me at jane's house." Mark went to Jane's house and much to his surprised he saw a lot of people inside. The house were so lighted but you can see the gloom on every person you'll meet there. He was greeted by Jane's mom on tears. She hug him tight and cried on his shoulders.

(OMG~ ph43r the english! *is hit simultaneously by a dozen wounds* *wheezes helplessly*)

"Jane was waiting for you. She didnt come with us because she was waiting for your call. She was killed by robbers that broke in our house. Shes gone, Mark. She's gone."

(Honestly she has a CELL PHONE doesn't she? Unless her reception only works in a 10m radius around her living room.)

"thats impossible..she texted me..how could this happen!"

Mark can't look who's inside the coffin. He can't move and it feels like his whole body is stuck on the chair hes seating on. He wanted to cry but it seems that something is blocking his tears to fall down. He turned to his phone and read the messages of Jane.

(*gasps* *wheeze* *heaves*)

"baby, im not coming with my mom and dad..im just gonna wait for your call.."

"baby..im so scared... it seems like theres someone downstairs..please call me now!"

"babe..someones here..they mig ht kill me..please call me now, where are you? i need you here..."

"baby.... i love you!..."

(I find this 'dialouge' highly amusing. Self-explanatory. If explanations are required, thou ought to buy a sense of humour.)

He wanted to shout and cry so loud. It's true that Jane is waiting for his call. Up to her last breath she only thinks about him.

He stared at Jane inside the coffin. Suddenly tears starts flowing down his cheeks. He can't say anything. The only words he uttered...

"My baby, i'm so sorry! I could have known, i could have fought for you! i'm really sorry! I love you so much!"

(No actually judging by the dramatism, even if he was standing outside the door waiting for the robbers, the author would still have killed Jane off just for the sake of tears and tearing hearts and whatnots.)

Now, post this right after u've read it.. onli if u reali luv sumone enuf to do so thoz.

(If I love someone, the least I can do is NOT pass this on, but instead, exploit it on my blog with sincerest apologies to the author herself, because Lizzy is about to embark on a miniscule.. rant.)

*coughs*

OK...... Uhm, firstly, IMHO, this was written by a severely delusioned female teenager with limited command of the English language (although still surprisingly comprehensible) with an over-zealous need to tell her boyfriend that if he doesn't start paying more attention to her smses soon, she's going to mysteriously keel over and die and he'd regret it forever and ever, [insert evil laugh here].

Of course, really, that is after all my humble opinion, which may or may not hold any significance to anyone whatsoever. ^___^~

The reason that has led me to post this on my blog is the startling amount of trash that gets through Friendster everyday.. quizzes are honestly tolerable, and sometimes even enjoyable.

Bunches of these 'stories' for delusioned girlfriends to pass on to their similarly delusioned friends in hope that their boyfriends would be miraculously sorry over the fact that he doesn't sms 'I love you' to their respective girlfriends at least thrice every half hour (and be quite utterly distressed when they find that their tiny morsel of hope has been nonchalantly snuffed out by said boyfriend's apparent ignorance).

Hmm. Well its late. LOL. Sorry if I've offended anyone with that thing *points* up there. I'm getting awfully sleepy. Will potter off to bed now.. ^_^

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Blogger The Saturnyne said

Totally unrelated, but have you seen the trailer for Neil Gaimans film yet? Find it here!

http://www.sonypictures.com/movies/mirrormask/

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Blogger Lizzy said

D0000d! Dave McKean!!!!! *hearts*

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Blogger The Saturnyne said

I knowwww! It looks awesome! And there's a storyboard book of the film coming out sometime in the next few months as well! Oodles of Dave-art to peruse!

*Excitedddd*

S.x

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Friday, February 25, 2005
7:25 PM

Blogger deleted my post! T__T

OH WELL. Here we go again.

I'm quite, quite happy today. Feel really appreciated by people. Glad that my classmates liked the tshirt design, I was (personally) feeling rather skeptical about them.

Another reason why I'm so in love with 4e6 at the moment is cause of yesterday's badminton East Zone finals. It was so so so cool that at least 3/4 of the class was there.. even if not all of us stayed for the entire duration, it was so 'Duuuuuuude!' to see everyone there to cheer TKGS on.

Whats more, 4e6 only has one badminton player, in comparison to like, 4e7, which has three. It was cool, really cool. =)

Especially the MEP gang, mannnn, they took a cab down to VS after MEP just to catch the last 20mins of the last game. And to see TKGS emerge victorious of course. NYEHEHEH. *great sense of pride*

So so glad to be part of this class, even if we're notorious in the level for being capable of misbehaving in every imaginable way possible, and having broken so many rules the teachers have stopped bothering to count. Yeah, we may have an attitude, but thats what makes us us. Somehow, I've really grown to love this class over the span of 2004 and now as we slink into 2005.

Term One ends in 2 weeks. Soon enough it'd be the O levels. And all of us will be mugging our arses off.. And I know that no matter how selfishly competitive we were last year to get our grades, we're all going to help each other get to where we want to be.

Thank you God for blessing me with the best, most supportive, geniunely entertaining class I have ever had the honour of being in. *warm fuzzy feeling* ^___^


Kayyy. Enough lovin'. I'm gonna miss you guys alot when we finally have to grow up and leave TKGS for good. But for now, lets make the best of whats left of our year. Not many days left to the O's, we can do it. No disappointments, no regrets, alright? =)

Rest in the Lord, he will see us through. ^_^

Oh yeahie, alright, time for a few random pictures~ Whoopee.








One of the last few shots I ever got of the lil' boy before his sudden departure.. ~_~


Another one of him. *thinks this particular one was really cute*


Jerry dahling relaxing outside my window..

Next.

Now this horrifying experience I shall just dub The Plant, for lack of a better name.
Now, available these days are these 'ickle canned things.. with plants that supposedly grow out with pre-tattooed words etched in its poor pods. Now I never managed to get a picture of the plant at its prime, but here's some.. memories of its youth and current stature.


*Ahem* Now let this be a warning to anyone who intends to buy one, (no offence to WY who gave me mine for my birthday) be forewarned that in its growing out stage, the plant looks like a montrous, oversized, mutant tau geh.. Or for the not-so-common-folk, bean sprout.


Yesserie. It looks just like the back of a giant, giant beetle.


Now lets skip the in between stage and lookie how The Plant fares as of now (250205).
Gosh! Look at how he's grown! Leaves the size of dinner plates, and wossat lean Jack and the Giant Beanstalk looking thing creeping out of the picture? o_O


TADAAAA! The Plant in its full glory. The creeper thing's really long. It keeps slinking itself onto one of my mother's other plants, which doesn't make her very happy cause she thinks Mr. Giant Mutated Beansprout is going to take over her plant and entwine it so firmly thatit'd be covered in creepers within a couple of days. No worries though, count on Lizzy to untwine the dinner plated foe and save Princess Money Plant from the evil clutches of the Seductive Creeping Thing.



Dumdumdumdum! Excuse the lameness, *blushes balefully* Lizzy's just happy today. And yer know what to expect when Lizzy gets a little giddy with helium abound. "She's so highhhhhh-eeee-aiii-aiii, high above meeee, she's so laavvvly."



Muah. Oh yehhhh. Took neos with Rene today, after buying WY's presents. *glances at wallet* Shall resolute not to spend anymore money till the 7th. Thank you God for your 100-fold supply and restoration. Lol.

Why does everyone blame me when photos turn out disastrously I fail to comprehend. *blinks innocently*


*hopes Rene won't clobber my head in for posting this* Well, I really didn't post the unglam one... *grins*

The only neo I thought was semi-decent. o_O
Fwee? >_<;;


Daaah. Thats enough fer one night. ;p

Shall go get ready for tuition, which is at 9PM. ;___; (Inconvenient time due to the fact that I had to cancel yesterday for debate. Debate debate debate! *gets all fired up*)

In the meantime.. Hmm. God bless y'all. Have a great weekend, and enjoy the precious life that God has given to you. =)

And 'ere we go! A proper blog entry. XP Time now is 8.11PM.

edit:[11.26PM]~

Just got Sylvia to send this over to me. Its one of the very few, very rare pictures the sec4s got to take together. With the exception of Caitlin cause I believe she left early.




((Bigger version here))

Hmmm. Love my section. Lol. And I was am so pale. =_=;; Must make attempt to greet the sun more often. Event was TKGSSB Beach Day 2004, in case you're wondering. We were just poncing about in the sea and all. XP


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Thursday, February 24, 2005
11:06 PM

Tiring day. *wiggles toes*

But, overall good week. Now this is how school should be like. Not filled with cumbersome tests and what nots.. *yawns sleepily*

More insignificant rambles today, the joys of being sec4.. ^_^

Hmmm. Spent a lot of cash today, shall refrain from spending over the weekend..... oh wait, 3 birthdays next week. Z____Z

SAXOPHONISTS. PLEASE PAY UP. ~ *smiles sweetly*

Hrmm, 'grats to the B' Div badminton team for winning today.... =)

Collected my retainers.. they're evil. They made me bleed.

Had debate discussion with the debators.. (Vonnie, Bimz and Krin)
Shall not mention much.. XP

Overall decent day.. other then the fact that my wallet feels alot lighter.

Hope you guys are enjoying the song. Cause it ROCKS. And Kitz just sent me the CNY song.. Lol. UBERLY misleading title but GREAT SONG!

*flops in a mushy pile*

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Blogger The Saturnyne said

You sound like yer having a better week... i was worried for you when i stopped by last week. And annoyed with myself that i didn't find time to offer you some solace. Even if it was distant solace.

*hugs*

S.x

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Blogger Lizzy said

Yo buddeh! Thanks anyway. :P *big squishy hug* Haven't read the 5th book, don't have it anyhoows. ^^;; Only managed to get till Volume Four at the bookfair at 3 for $10. Buying the 5th volume alone would cost me an additional $17. Buggerall. ;___;

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Wednesday, February 23, 2005
8:51 PM

Dear Blog~

I love my section.

I love our lameness.

I love my batch. =)

Vera, Mai, Fary, Syl and Cait. I LOVE YUUU.

We had fun today. Just being us. Sloler rhaspady.

Hmm.. Interesting week, rather tiring. Haven't been blogging much due to a really really tight schedule.

Anyway, todays a day to celebrate the birthday of someone VERY special to me.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RISH DARRRRLLINGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

^_^ Thanks dear. Rish has been one of the greatest blessings God has placed in my life. She's seen me through a lot. We've seen each other through a lot. She always knows the right things to say when I'm done. She never fails to stand up for me. She's always there for me when I need her.

You've been such a joy in my life. I really thank God for giving you to me. The amount of incomprehensible, lame moments we've shared together in our 3+ years of friendship is really irreplacable. I LOVE YOUUU.

*hugs and smothers Rish*


Would blog more interestingly if I wasn't half as mentally exhausted, and if my eyes weren't threatening to squeeze shut for the night.

Bah. ~_~

I love y'all.

[edit: 9:18PM]

OH MANZZZZ. Lester shared this great song with me over a week ago, but didn't really listen to it properly till now. Don't know why I suddenly felt like listening to the song when I opened my Windows Media Player about 5mins ago... But man, am I glad I did.

Casting Crowns - Who Am I

Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours

Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours

I am Yours
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
'Cause I am Yours
I am Yours

Yeah it doesn't matter if I feel as though I can't make the cut, it doesn't matter how small I feel, how weak I am, how useless the flesh really is. For the most incomprehensible of reasons you love us so so much. You love me so so much.

But you are always there, in my lowest moments. In my darkest hour. You've always seen me through it. Thank you Lord, for loving me so much.

The song just gave me the revelation I've been yearning for. It doesn't matter how small my faith is. Nothing matters except the fact that he's always going to be there. He has always been there, and he will never fail to see me through.

Not because of who I am, but because of what He's done. Not because of what I've done, but because of who He is. Still You hear me when I'm calling, and You catch me when I'm falling...

And you've told me who I am, I am yours.

*feels uberly loved*

Thank you Lord. Not because of who I am. Its all about you. =)

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Monday, February 21, 2005
9:14 PM

Ah. I see. Hmm. I see.

*trudges around*

If anyone out there has read The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy (Douglas Adams), I'd just like you to know that I feel like Marvin.

Wonder what happened to him anyway. *Has just embarked on Volume Four*

Hmhmhm..

*oogles*



*prods morosely at Commonwealth essay*


Argh. I need a miracle to improve my mood.

I also need a miracle to stop bawling my eyes out every time Jane says something that pricks at my already severely dilapidated emotions. Thanks for being so completely whacked that I can't help but smile when you try to cheer me up. ^__________^

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Blogger The Saturnyne said

I hated the last book of the series... it depressed me immensely.

When you've read all that i heartily recommend anything by Steve Aylett.. especially Bigot Hall and Crime Studio...i laughed so much more than i did at Mr Adams, even though he's tremendously funny too at times.

S.xx

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Sunday, February 20, 2005
11:44 PM

*sighs*

Dear God.

The weeks have been getting progressively worse. My mood has been sinking further into the depths of the Bermuda Triangle. My cough has failed to inch its way to recovery.

I have taken communion everyday. I have prayed, many times. In my moments of hopelessness in class, I break into tongues because my vocabulary has been totally exhausted.

And nothing happens.

Lord I know. That when something like this happens, its not because you're not listening, because you are. Its not because you don't want to bless me, because you do.

Its because of me. There is something wrong with me. And Lord, you know what it is thats wrong. You also know, that I am in a state of utter despondence. I feel completely deserted. And utterly alone. Even though I know I'm not. Because you're always there, and you want to love me, you want to hold me close, but I'm the one holding back.

Why?

I've heard the voice today. And the day before. And the day prior to that. I've heard it Lord.

It says "Let go."

I know thats the best you can tell me Lord, to let go and let God.

I keep telling myself that yes, I have released it into God's hands, but everytime I still adamantly seem to snatch it back and try to solve it on my own.

My human emotions continually override the fact that although I know everything will work out once I leave it in God's hands, I can't stop clinging on to it because my days just grow darker and darker, and situation just grows ever worse, and all I get is further depressed over the fact that the matter is still unresolved.

Lord, you see my confusion. I don't even know whats good for myself. But you Lord, you know whats best for me. You see me through this Lord, because I know I'm not going to be able to go through this alone.

I don't want to be alone.

Which is different, because I know I'm not alone. I know I'm not.

I'm sorry Lord, that its been very long since I last spent quiet time with you. You have seen me through the biggest crisises I've faced in the short sixteen years of my life. You will see me through this as well.

As much as I am tempted to do something about it, or try to use my own physical effort again, Lord I know that your way is still the best way. My efforts amount to nothing. Your grace amounts to everything.


Lord you see me through, my mind is dazed, I can't think clear. You know whats best for me Lord. You see me through.

You'd still be faithful.

I pride myself in being good with words, but now even words have failed me.

Lord you hear my cry.

I know my Lord is able to carry me through.

When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with you above the storm
Father you are King over the flood
I will be still and know you are God

Lord let me stand still. And do nothing. Because Lord, when you do everything, you see me through. Let my life be a testament for you Lord, I want to live to glorify your name.

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Anonymous Anonymous said

U won't be alone, u still got ur Yaoi gang and others.. For ur school, i think that just try ur best to fit in with the other people, if they still ignore or treat u as if u're invisible, just forget about them.

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Blogger zhaowei said

use the power of the sub conscious mind!

Whosoever shall say unto this mountain, Be thou removed, and thou cast into the sea; and shall not doubt in his heart, but shall believe that those things which he saith shall come to pass; he shall have whatsoever he saith
MARK 11:23

(got kinda lazy to type out, check my blog k? ~.~)

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Amen to that! XDDD

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Friday, February 18, 2005
11:05 PM

FWEE~

Pretty good afternoon, went down to TP, which was in some rather uninformative. JC is too rubbish, and Poly is, as Jie says, too unchallenging.

Hm. Watched Constantine with Rene. I didn't quite like it. Too many ugly things. LOL.

First of all, it was COMPLETELY sacrilegious, though of course... quite a good number of comic books are. Keanu Reeves was preeeeeeeetty~~! But the blehness of everything else kinda neutralized the drool effect.

Ugly demons. Uglier demons. Even uglier demons.. =_=

Bleh. Shall not elaborate. Don't want to remember.

Then... Ehm. Dinner with Aron. His treat, thank darlin. Still laav you lots too. *beams* Was fun. Haven't had much time of late to catch up with him.

Hmmm. Okay, end of a boring entry. ^_^

*Promptly falls asleep*

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Thursday, February 17, 2005
10:40 PM

God is good. Man, he's really good. I don't know how he does it. But he always sends the right people at the right time and reveals to you, or in this case, gently remind you of his promises.

Yes, this mountain has been removed. =)

Thank you Lord.

That was a good phone convo. Lol.

*grins* Oh well. I realize, really, that the mourning is really temporal. Grieving doesn't even last the day. I don't feigned my moods. If I'm happy, I'm happy. When I'm upset. I'm upset. Its miraculous how God springs me back from the dire moments of hot tears to the realm of his unfailing love so efficiently that he gives me enough time to be upset, yet always bring me back to the place of peace..

Hmm. Yeah, been feeling great all night, plugging my entire tracklist of Hillsong wmas. The phone convo was a plus. ^^

Thank you Lord, I thought this would hurt more. But it doesn't. Thank you Lord, that you have manisfested yourself in my life. For if you weren't here, I know for sure I'd be at my lowest now.

Thank you, that 2005 is a good year. And will continue to be a good year abound with your grace, favour and blessing. Thank you Lord for blessing us, your children, that we may be a blessing unto others. =)

Oh yeah... To a very special someone,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XDDDDD
*glompshugglesmush*

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3:39 PM

Dear God,

I was wrong. It has not been an unfavourable week. It has been utterly horrible.

But.

All things happen for a purpose, and I shall wait patiently for revelation to come.

I shall stand here and do nothing, for my God shall do, for me, everything. =)

For when I look to the cross, and I see how much he loves me, everything else fades into non-existence. I've cast all my cares upon him, for I shall not worry about tomorrow.

Tomorrow will bring what tomorrow will bring, God's mercies are new every morning. He will bless me no matter what happens, and lead me through no matter how tired I am, even now, when I feel as though I can't carry on anymore.

I hide behind no facade. The joy of the Lord is my everlasting strength. Things don't look promising now, but if my God is for me, then who can be against me?


I do not deny that I am gravely hurt. Fear leads to anger, anger leads to hate, hate leads to suffering. Just remember that.

I bear no grudges, because I have none, other than bewilderment over how I'm being treated. My sincerest apologies if I am expected to know why. I don't. Too bad.

I am hurt by your words. And I have not spoken a word of ill against you, to our classmates, to anyone. Words cut deeper than the sharpest knife. You have cut me deep.

Do what you may, attack me as you will.

I may be hurt for the moment, I may shed more tears, I may break down physically. But you can never ruin my life.

My full dependency lies on God. No matter how much my friends and family love me, God still loves me most. And in him I will trust. He will carry me through, no matter how badly you attack me.

This friendship meant a lot to me. I will not grieve, and I will have no regrets.

My door was always open, you chose to have it shut.










Thanks to my classmates, who have been a valuable pillar of strength in this difficult time. ^^
And to Sylvia as well, thanks girl, for the honey cough drops.. Lol.


Oh yeah, Saturday sectionals have been APPROVED! THANK YOU LORD!!!!!

PS: Chris Tomlin rawwks. XD

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Wednesday, February 16, 2005
7:41 PM

Dear Daddy God,

It has been a somewhat unfavourable week, filled with more mishaps that I would like to admit to having, a fever that continues to linger and refuses to go away, a throat that refuses to swallow without emitting some form of pain, and a ceaseless pounding in my skull.

I have hesistated long enough to claim my healing, which I know, because of the finished work on the cross 2000 years ago, is already mine.

Thank you Lord, that although my flesh is weak, you are strong.

'Nuff said.


Belated birthdays~

Happy birthday to Joy (14th Feb) and Rene dahhhlin (15th feb) !!! ~~~~~~

I laavs yuu. :)

AND. Blogger now has pop-up comments. Even better! X3

Song playing now is Psalms 91, another song composed and sung by my church's absolutely blessed music team. It is based, quite obviously, off Pslams 91, which is great for confessing healing and protection over one's self.

Psalms 91
New Creation Church

I will dwell in the secret place of the Most High
I will stay in the shadow of Your wings
For Lord You are my refuge
My tower of strength
My hope is in You
Secure I stand

You will deliver me
Your truth will be my shield
Jesus You cover me
In Your love no fear prevails

No evil
No terror
No arrow
No plague
Shall ever come near me
For You are my safety
My hiding place
Jesus I trust in You

Written by Karen Lim, sung by Adeline Gan

God bless y'all~ And may the rest of the week go smoothly for everyone. =)

Oh, and thank you God, for your wonderful grace and favour with my results. *happy* ^^

Edit [8.20PM]

More thank yous:

To everyone who gave me Valentine Day goodies.
To Von and Rene, who have bee nothing but encouraging.
To everyone who wished me good health when I was really feeling under the weather yesterday.
To Adora, for being a really special friend and continuing to be a great blessing in my life. I've thanked God time and time again for your friendship. Thanks for the great card, I love getting cards from you. They're always nice, cluttered, and filled with the blessings. :D

Thanks also, for the CD (Belated birthday present), you really needn't have gotten it for me, but since you have, thank you so so so much for it. ^_^ Going to listen to it now, Chris Tomlin - Arriving. Hmm. In all honesty I have never heard of this fellow, but I'm sure it'd be good nevertheless. xP

Thank you God, for the little blessings you sprinkle upon my life.

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Sunday, February 13, 2005
1:49 AM

AHHH! Howl's Moving Castle is a great show for all Studio Ghibli fans. I HIGHLY RECOMMEND IT!!!! XDDDDD

*fangirls*

Those unused to the odd, slightly eccentric style particular to movies of such nature might find it a little difficult to comprehend, but it is nevertheless, a fantastic piece of animation made even better by the wonderful soundtrack composed by none other than JOE HISAISHI. *______*

Joe Hisaishi is a genius. He's absolutely fantastic. My Spirited Away soundtrack never left my CD player for nearly a month because of Joe Hisaishi.

For Howl's, the music style is not as articulate and specific as it was for Spirited, but the trademark Hisaishi flavour is still very much present in the pieces.

Everything was just breath-taking - the animation, the music, the slightly erratic plot that may require a pince of aquired taste...

I love it. =) Can't wait for the soundtrack! And just have that teensy weensy desire to cosplay a character from this amazing tribute to animation. Haha.

I wanna catch it again. *___* (And Constantine too, have yet to catch it. >_<)

Valentine's Day will be upon us in 1,2 days (depending on whether you wish to view this as a Saturday night or Sunday morning entry). Good luck to all the scrambling guys who are currently fretting over suitable gifts, and my blessings to the girls who are expecting them.

For the rest of us, well, just sit back and appreciate life for what it is. Pay a tribute to a friend or two, chill and take the opportunity to thank the Lord for his unfailing love and favour in every given situation. There is no point wallowing in self-depreciation or measuring the meticulous inadequacies of your self-worth, just take the moment to look back, and give thanks for your fortunes.

Oh well. ^^

Have a blessed week ahead. X3

Can't wait for church tomorrow, am in need of a good renewal of spiritual food.

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Saturday, February 12, 2005
11:54 AM

Whee! Blogger comments now no longer require you to login in order to comment. =)

Therefore, COMMENT MORE! Lol.

Anyway,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SIS (25), MAIRA (16) AND ELMO (20)!!!!!!!!!!

*beams*

I looove my sis. *huuugs*

^__^ ('tis not to say I don't love Maira, cause she's an absolutely fantastic section mate and buddy. And er, Elmo. Cause he's a.. good friend? *twitch*)

Oh well.

*bounces*

Have yet to study a page of Biology. Shall be heading down to Orchard to get Sis's birthday present... And er, attempt to mug Bio.

Oh yes. *triumphant grin*

Mom collected the 256MB memory card for my camera yesterday. Joy oh joy. Not that I'd know what I want to do with so much memory. o__O Useful nevertheless. If and when I ever get to cosplaying.

DUMDUMDUMDOO!

Editorial meeting needs to be called soon!

Bistro articles need to be written!

Designs need to be completed!

Time to work! =X

Lol. Alright, just the effects of having too much sleep. Musn't mind me. XD

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Friday, February 11, 2005
8:50 PM

There shall be no need to justify myself.

Class was disqualified from some Chinese New Year competition because Lizzy cleared the stuff from the classroom walls in the morning when the judging was to be during recess.

Full responsibility taken.


Thanks. =)

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chill wheezy..=] no one blames you really.

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5:40 PM

Alright, have staved off blogging for long enough. *feels slightly guilty*

You Gave (New Creation Church Live Worship) is playing on my com now (finally). Its been in my CD player for a while. But I've been wanting to get the songs from the CD onto my blog, so here it is, finally.

The songs were composed by our very own music ministry, inspired by our Lord Jesus Christ and Pastor Prince's preaching. Its very God-inspired, and very good. =)

If you're interested in getting a copy do inform me, and I'd get one for you. XP Its about SGD$20. Really good. =)

Anyway.. These are a lil' late but..

4th Feb - HAPPY BIRTHDAY SOCHENDA!!!!
9th Feb - HAPPY BIRTHDAY WANTING (The Bunny Killer)!!!!!

*beams*

Its the 12th tomorrow. Sis/Mai/Elmo's birthdays. How terribly exciting.

Mannnnnnnnnnnnn I love the CD!!!!


Hmm. This entry, btw, is another one of those.. well, ignorable ones. Watched Finding Neverland on Tuesday (Chinese New Year eve) with Zhaoey, Maine, ShuWei, Kiran, Sonia, Jo Ong and Jo Wong. Really touching show. Enjoyed it alot. Really really thoughtful. Hmm. *nods*

Wednesday/Thursday, Chinese New Year... Hmm. Nothing interesting, just alot of eating. :(

Oh well.

*stones*

This really isn't even a proper entry. *tsks at self*

I'm not very happy today, about certain things. But its cowardice to use my blog as a point of defence, so I shall reserve my words for if/when I can say it in person.

Anyway, Kryssie dear, feel better alright? =)

Now for some great lyrics. X)

Typed out all by meself cause they're quite apparently unavailable online.

You Gave
New Creation Church

Jesus I come
I want to meet with You
Holy Spirit fall on me anew

I see at the cross
That crimson ride has washed
Away my guilty stains
For me
You gave

Your love
Falls as the morning dew
Sweep me away till I am lost in You
Jesus
My heart it longs for you
Your love reaches out
You hold me close
When I need You most
I live to worship You

I see all my sins
Nailed to that shattered form
Now grace as healing flows
To me
You gave

Written by Karen Lim, sung by Adeline Gan



The title track, and a beautiful song. More tracks coming up, just be patient. ;p

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Thursday, February 10, 2005
2:53 PM

Rant!


School is a great thing, really. I like school. I have nothing against school whatsoever.

Its just that right now, at this moment, a moment not unfamiliar to me, that I feel as though school is whats weighing me now.

I want to write. My head is swimming with thoughts, with words, with stories. The excitement of creating worlds, the joy of describing events, of story-telling. I want to write.

But reality calls to me. The Bio CA next Tuesday is asking to be studied for.

I just want to write. =(

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Saturday, February 05, 2005
1:41 PM

Basking in the comfortable silence of my home. Cancelled lunch with my family today, Dad couldn't make it anyway.

Satchel, aka the nice big bear given to me by the SBA (Symphonic Band Alliance, as they call themselves. xP), is sitting on my lap right now. Thanks guys! It was an unexpected surprise. Baya, Dilly, Maira, Vera, Cait, Fary, Amirah, Suat, Ting (the bunny killer) and Janicia. =)

Dinner with Yaoi Inc.

Lol.

I love you three! Himi, Rish, Chibbaayy. You r0x. x) (And of course, I love me too. Lol.)

Thanks for the really great presents, once again. Sis bought me this,



A Series of Unfortunate Events posties! X)

Yaoi Inc got me more cool stuff. XDDD


and


The gee/oh/dee shirt is so cool!!! Muahahah. And Rish and Himi both have similar Nightmare Before Christmas pouches, just different designs. :)

Thanks my laavs!!!!! XDDD

Now.. Pictures from last night's escapade. This, is but a watered down, mild version of our lameness.












Was putting away all my presents and cards earlier. Realized how sentimental I really am. Lol. I have cards from my primary school days, notes and letters anyone and everyone have ever written to me.. All stacked neatly into little drawers. TKGSAX has its own (overflowing) drawer, letters have two.. cards are bursting in an A4 plastic file.. Lol.. Geezz.. *feels all warm and mushy*

Oh well. :)

Love y'all. Gonna do tshirt designs for our class t now.

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Friday, February 04, 2005
5:47 PM

Will be quick, going out for steamboat dinner with my beloved Yaoi Inc.

First of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!! *cheers for self* Lol. Am finally sixteen! =) *feels nice and young and happy*

Secondly, my sincerest, really really really sincerest thanks to EVERYONE who has made my 16th birthday more special than I could ever wish for. Its truly the best birthday I've ever had. Honestly, I've never gotten so many presents in my life.

Thank you so so so so so much!

Special thanks to my wonderful group of friends, Von, Simmie, Rene, WY, Jane, Kiran, May... (sorry if I left anyone out) who got me a cupcake and stuck 7 candles it in during recess. Lol.

Thanks to my section and the sec4 band members for that very special recess glomp you gave me.

Thanks to my dear dear 4/6, for the birthday song. =)

And thanks to everyone else, for their wishes, sorry I can't name all of you, will try to though. T_T

Pictures!



All the stuff I got in school today! XDDD *feels overwhelmed and extremely loved*


Now this, is one really really really cool present. You can't really tell from the picture but its this little cross box thing, and on the cross itself are cross earrings, and within the box is a cross necklace, and the biggie cross itself is really.. well, a cross brooch. :P Lol. Really cool!!!!! From Vonnie, Simmie, Zhaoey, Jane and Krin. XD


THIS. IS. SO. R0x0r! Oh mannnn I love this can?!!!!! Its so going on my wall where I can see it every night before I sleep. :D:D:D From Joce, Joy, Mich, ShuWei and Char. =)))


Okay, from my dear friend Wanyun who has already started reminding me about HER birthday.. (which is in March) Hmm, lesee, loads of candy, some bean thing that I'm supposed to grow, a tatty teddy, a bracelet that has both our names on it. =)) Love youuuuuuu!!! Thanks for everything mannnn. *hugs*


TROY DVD!!!!!! *HYPERVENTILATES* Thanks Kryssie darlinnnnn! Lizzaaay laavs yuuu! *glomps*


MY GOD. Now this, I wasn't expecting. Its really big, the bear. @___@ The roses are from my section, I LOVE YOU TKGSAX!!! XD It has nice little messages wrapped around the bottom. Real sweet. The bear's from some of the sec4 band members, it was really sweet of you guys. THANKYOUUU!!! I don't really know who shared the present for the bear, do do do tell me if I've missed someone out.


All the cards and other stuff I got today! (Camera didn't have storage space so I couldn't take them all seperately) The OP necklace and doggie handphone dangly from May, the cute foolscap pad, happy quotes, bookmark and card from Marsha, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory (I LAAV YU MEL!) from Melanie, cards from Shuwei, Joce, Joy (the Pooh bear is SO cute. xD), Mich, Char, Anne and Mrs Geh, as well as the 77th Street vouchers from Rene darlinnn. Thanks Rene my laav, for everything. And the brownies too. =))



Basically, thanks EVERYONE for making my birthday so special. I'm really really touched by everything you guys have done for me. I laav yuuu all!! XDDDD

Now, dinner with Yaoi Inc. =)

Will blog more later. X3

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Wednesday, February 02, 2005
7:29 PM

Lizzy wants to watch...

-Finding Neverland
-Elektra
-Constantine

Any takers? Lol. Yeah yeah I know Constantine isn't out yet. But still.. Keanu Reeves! *teeny weeny fangirl squeal*

Anytime before next Friday (the 11th of February) can be squeezed into my schedule... so.. yeah. *looks on with puppy dog eyes*

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Bah! Keanu Reeves as Constantine? Ahahahahahahahahahah etc ahahahahahahahahh etc. etc. etc. I, yes, I do Constantine better than 'im, and i'm no actor! Hmm, but then mebbe you could also say that about Keanu, too... if yer were a bein' a little cruel. I DID like him in Little Buddha, though.

The proper actor for Constantine would have been the guy who played Spike in Buffy (Can never remember his name) he had the age, the blonde hair, the wit, the mystery... i think Consantine is gonna be soulless and heartless, with Keanu all po-faced and serious. Gah!

Anyway, what i reeeally wanted to say was:

A very happy (pre-emptive happy) birthday!

A Hug anna kiss onna cheek from the other side of the world.

Much love,

S.xxx

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Yeah he's like the yang to Constantine's yin.. Geez. Oh Spike. Spike is hawt. :DDDD Yeah! He's a better candidate than Keanu. But still Keanu looks good. Even if his facial expression is perpetually stuck at 'stoned'.

Thanks for the birthday wish! Laav ya tew. XD

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Tuesday, February 01, 2005
11:06 PM

Regular rant. :)

I FINISHED MY EMATHS PAPER TODAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! *Wooohoooo* [And everyone goes.. and so?]

Point to note. Lizzy has hardly ever finished a maths paper (regardless of it being elementary or additional), much less be finished with all questions answered and confidence in her answers.

Thank you God!!!!! Its definitely by your favour that I managed to complete the paper, everyone knows its a feat I never achieve (lol, despite being sec4 and all).. so THNAK YOUUUUUUUUU!!! :)

Nyehh.. *thinks*

Oh well. Am sleepy.

Just felt the need to get that out of my system.. XP

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